update

I went to treatment. I spent about three months there.  I loved it.  I was hospitalized twice while I was there.  I got discharged in late February.  I've been in a motel room in Oklahoma.

I tried going to PHP a partial hospitalization program.  Which is basically a day program. But after a week they kicked me out saying that I need a higher level of care.  Basically I got too suicidal for them. I had a wrist cut that required staples and I was hospitalized for five days.


I have enough needs for now. I'm not seeing a therapist.  Im trying to remember to attend dbsa. My ED is difficult but I'm getting by.  I need to get a new social security card.  My car aligned. Find an apartment in Florida. And I'm running out of money. But cie la vie